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I was born to shine
no more bold lies
hold tight, God told me I’ll be fine
Cold nights
so I chose joy over pain, and it feels like
now it’s time to celebrate just being alive
lend my voice to what’s sacred, I don’t want to cry
tried recovery alone, but that led me to more plight
had a lot of time at home, in my head on rewind
so I had to break out, broke down each wall?
that’s what you did for me, so I had stop all sin
clocked in late but I’m still putting work in
vomit on my chin, that’s old me, hurting
I was too reserved, tried to keep myself boxed in
more than myself go, attached to the pain then
banging my head, broke my neck and got busted
trust in my self got drained from corruption
emulated thugs, became one and kept falling,
was saved..
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Lyrics:
many regrets, but the sun shines
I must embody the clarity of the most high
began a parody, in no time.. started getting real
slipping on banana peels, all I wanted was the dream
frantically, I fumbled
randomly, I mumbled
manically I struggled
glad that I made it out that tunnel
precious bits of wisdom
I treasure those with care
no electric chair
but I really wanted the despair
projected onto others who didn’t deserve a bad look
too many close calls to recount, was a wack crook
supported lies I can’t push
I was villainous
my getaway car broke down, I was arrogant
spending too much time alone, avoiding myself
still I would cry out for help
a minute later, on my knees
praying out of desperation
just a selfish fiend
no more self esteem
only due to mercy, was redeemed
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There’s a mirror everywhere I look
reflection of my inner-self
I prayed out of desperation
living more than cynical
life can change within a split second
miracles, beautiful
no grudges to be holding now
I can’t be hypocritical
desired to be pitiful
delusional and miserable
I spit that part of me into the pool of blood that gives us truth
washed away my sins, from the present moment, I’m sitting still
have a scarlet letter stamped on my spirit, was way too ill
busy slanging negativity back then, through my own will
wanted to go platinum, with Satan.. Christ was way too real
traded my ideal life for a hit of mind altering thrills
skipping right off in the hills
going psychotic from chills
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I sing out of key but at least I try
you gave me the keys, So i’m ready to ride now
you feel what I mean, it’s all jesus christ
a piece of mind is what I know how to value
I was in a trap, too
mental enslavement
feeling like I couldn’t move, I’m ready to live now
if it’s time to get down, I won’t be depressed then
I almost got deep wounds from trying to impress you
God came to my rescue, God came to my rescue
today, I am happy
God came to my rescue, God came to my rescue
I hope you understand me
I sing out of key but at least I try
you gave me the keys, So i’m ready to ride now
you feel what I mean, it’s all jesus christ
a piece of mind is what I know how to value
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released February 23, 2018
Production credits include: Vessels, B-Luv, Blanco Billions, and Adam Without Eve.
Some rights reserved. Please refer to individual track pages for license info.
